Sadness

The anger has started to wear off. Now I feel alone. I feel that lifesized hole in my life. It makes me sad. 

I have some great friends who've been there for me through this. But at the end of the day, I have only myself to deal with. And, I don't know what to do with myself. 

Should I go back to being angry? It was all easier to deal with then. 

Or, should I just forgive and take this as an opportunity to move on? This will be hard to do, but may be my only chance.