S,
Lately, I have been cold and though you can't seem to figure out why, I know only all too well. I wasn't thinking straight, and thanks to something that V said I've realized that I was wrong in thinking that way. Playgrounds look good from afar, but I'm sure that they will be as filthy if I go back. I don't want to go back to find out. Now that I'm grown up, I want to learn to appreciate what's with me now. So, as I publish this post, I promise to do just that.
I am putting this down now, so whenever I doubt myself again, I come back to read this - to remind myself of this fabulous feeling of being in love.
You should know that I fall in love with you over and over again, everytime that you:
- leave that small bit of breakfast for me, just because you know I like it.
- offer to foot my shopping bills. All of them.
- get that old-man look on your face, and you actually think you look just 22! 28 is old, you know!
- loose a carrom game to me deliberately, just because I am such a sore looser.
- come to check on me in the kitchen, when I make Saturday breakfast & tea.
- wear my pink t-shirt, when you have no other option.
- demand that I make you maggi in the middle of the night.
- email me between those thousand meetings just to say that you miss me.
- hug me when I need it most.
- call to put me to sleep - even if we speak for just 1:43 minutes. It makes the day worthwhile.
- say 'I love you,' even when I don't.
- continue to love me, even when I think I don't.
The only time I don't love you is when you tell me to stop buying shoes. That - I don't appreciate. I really don't.
S - I love you tons and tons. Can't imagine a day go by without you. Thank you for being in my life.
Forever & Always...
